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Messy In The Right Direction



How can we be surrounded by so many people and still feel so alone? How can God live in us and we still feel without? Why at times does it feel like a vicious cycle out of control. In one moment it all makes since and the next nothing seems to fit anywhere.
  God takes a breath when we take a breath. He is so close that He knows the rhythm of your heart. Yet we question his existence at times of doubt and faith. Are we so full of ourselves that we numb the very tangible thing within us that is fully alive. 
As the saying goes "you don't begin to live until you realize your already dead." So many of us are still fighting to stay above water, trying to gasp our last breaths. But the reality is you are going to drown .  Stop fighting!  Someone out there is in control, someone who cares, someone who loves and shows continual mercy.

How do we silence the noise in our brain? Or the voices of the past? Even the closest people around us? Everyone has a voice or an opinion including your own thoughts...
It is simple yet stays a mystery, easy but a winding mess. I know one thing, It doesn't change all at once. It takes a process of renewing your mind and syncing your brain with Christ.  How bad do you really want God in your life...I'm not talking about getting "saved" but being truly devoted.  Time will come when He  calls you out (whatever that might be). Do you trust Him enough that you wont question it?
  There is one thing that has kept me going,  that is my love for Jesus and my passion of who God is in my life.  I haven't always thought like this, I haven't always known God either, and the God I know is my best friend and always right there.
You can be imprisoned in your freedom,  lost in the right direction, or walking yet going in circles. It all can be messy, but Jesus wants us to still want him when it is all messed up, flipped around, and tangled. Do you still want Him? Are you still crying for Him in your brokenness or your victories? He longs for us to be connected with His Spirit, the Spirit with in us longs for God Himself. If I could just sit at Christ's feet and stare at the ground in front of me it would be a moment of pure worship and beauty. I am at a Holy frustration to go to new heights and levels with the one I love.  But there is still this skin hanging on to me and there are still areas in my life God hasn't captured yet. But I am not done praying the dangerous prayers or praying for brokenness and humility. I know I must keep moving on.  I know I have signed up for battle and the 'hope of more' rescues me once again.
 
                             Sometimes the last experience with God is the greatest obstacle to the next experience with God.

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What is Speaking in Tongues???



1. What is speaking in tongues?

2. Is tongues for today?

3. Whats the point of speaking in tongues? 

4. Do people fake it?

5. Was speaking in tongues only for the Disciples?                                                      

6. Is speaking in tongues real?

What I have learned...sometimes you can't base an opinion on something just because it's never happened to you. Sometimes I want to experience things that I see others experiencing in Christ and just because it's not happening to me doesn't mean it's not real or that they are necessarily faking it. We are so quick to judge at times and so quick to shut God out and God never gets a chance to do in us what he always wanted to. We have replaced something that's real with a judgment or a false accusation.

1. What is speaking in tongues ? - Speaking in tongues merely means to speak in another language that is not your native tongue. So many times in other countries you are hanging out with a local of a different country and they will stop talking and say "excuse me while I speak in tongues for a while." Then they turn to their friend and carry on a conversation in a different language (thus speaking in tongues).

2. Is tongues for today? - God is the same yesterday-today-& forever. The beginning of all things was when Jesus came to earth and changed religion. He set us free. One of the gifts talked about is tongues (it's a touchy topic) but none the lest it is the most attacked subject. Which would make me to believe if it is the most attacked subject it must be a very important one.
Satan doesn't come in America killing us as martyrs. No, he is smarter than that. He comes to deceive us and imprison us by the very thing Christ wanted to use to set us free. He is a crafty one. 1 Corinthians 14: 39 - "Do not forbid speaking in tongues."
Keep reading it gets better...

3. Whats the point of speaking in tongues? - Well, the bible says: 1 Corinthians 14:4 - "The one who speaks in tongues builds up himself." Now what better statement is that! So if I don't speak in tongues I lack the edification I really need everyday. It builds up your spirit man within to speak in tongues. We all need to be built up it's not a pride thing here. But if we are not built up we wont:  1. Be confident enough to do what God wants us to do, 2. We will seek the appraisal of people not God. It's simple.

4. Do people fake it? - Yes. People fake salvation, people fake their prayers people fake who they really are when they go to church on Sunday. So yes-there is fake out there. But that's not for us to get caught up in. I know in my spirit what is right and I know because the spirit of God gives me discernment to those things.

5. Was speaking in tongues only for the Disciples? - Yes it's only for the disciples of Christ,  I am a disciple of Christ. Jesus had twelve close disciples at that time, but they also had hundreds of disciples around. Jesus was an example and made his disciples examples for us to follow.

6. Is speaking in tongues real? - True story that happened on the World Race: The pastor had asked me and Caroline to speak at this night service. He wanted us to speak on the Holy Spirit. At the end we were praying for the ladies and it was a small crowded house that was very dark. This woman we were praying for I felt God doing something amazing in her so we continued to pray. She was praying in some Malawian language really loud when all of the sudden her language started to change. I looked up at Caroline and said "i think she is speaking in tongues!" Her tongues became clearer and clearer until I was shocked to hear her speaking in ENGLISH! I was floored, I said this has to be real. Yea I had my doubts but this was what made me believe. We called her husband over and said "Husband, does your wife speak English?" "NO" he said she only speaks Malawian. We said your wife is speaking in tongues for the first time and it is English. All she said the whole time was: "I thank you Jesus, I thank you Lord, I praise your name Jesus." Then she gave us a prophetic word in English. "I told you to come here, I told you to come to Malawi and to the ends of the earth! WOW. Jesus you ROCK!


I can't question that!  I could give you scriptures to back up what I believe but I'm not. It is what it is and I am not messing with what God already is doing. He is God and if I could explain all the questions - Then God wouldn't be God and he wouldn't be worth serving. But he is God and I can't explain God. HE IS GOD!!!!




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Here is a link to put money in my support account: Just click "student support" in the box. Thanks
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Respond and Be



Galations 2:19-21

What actually took place is this: I tried keeping rules and working my head off to please God, and it didn't work. So I quit being a "law man" so that I could be God's man. Christ's life showed me how, and enabled me to do it. I identified myself completely with him. Indeed, I have been crucified with Christ. My ego is no longer central. It is no longer important that I appear righteous before you or have your good opinion, and I am no longer driven to impress God. Christ lives in me. The life you see me living is not "mine," but it is lived by faith in the Son of God, who loved me and gave himself for me. I am not going to go back on that.

   Is it not clear to you that to go back to that old rule-keeping, peer-pleasing religion would be an abandonment of everything personal and free in my relationship with God? I refuse to do that, to repudiate God's grace. If a living relationship with God could come by rule-keeping, then Christ died unnecessarily.

We came to God in response to God calling us towards Him. We were never working for Him or doing anything. As a matter of fact we were just being us. God was just in love with who we were, thats why we said "yes" to Him.

I love how God can tell me something and then through time I tend to forget the words he spoke over me. I am the type of person that always finds myself living under some kind of condemnation. It's like somehow I am trying to please God with what I do, or who I am. It makes no since. It's not what I do anyway, It's all about what He has already done for me. So why do we keep finding ourselves in this cycle of condemnation, doing things to get a pat on the back from God. He only cares about our response towards Him. I think thats why He says "Be still and Know that I am God,"Because in those moments, He speaks...then we respond.

If God could say one thing I think He would say "Hey you guys, stop wearing yourself out trying to impress me. I accepted you back when you didn't even know me or care about me. So stop trying so hard for my acceptance YOU GOT IT."

I have heard this all year, but somehow today as I was reading Galatians it brought life once again.

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Update & Support




                                                                                                           


                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                     

Dear people I love,




The World Race 2008

I am in awe of what an amazing God that we serve. Last year was the year that really shattered me for who I thought I was and showed me my true identity as His empowered child. I got to travel to 11 countries, live in community with 27 people, and serve the poorest of the world. The $15,000 needed to make that happen all came in. I give the credit to God and I thank you personally for listening to God's voice in giving. Thank you for putting towards an investment in the Kingdom of God. I promise you it did not return void. God is continuing to change me a whole lot and strip me free of tons of things I used to carry around.



I can't even begin to tell you the stories of how God changed me and used me to lead others to Christ. I believe in miracles and the greatest miracle we saw this year was the hungry,dirty, poor, rich, hopeless, and sick   people come to know Jesus Christ. To see the light shine in theirs eyes for the first time was so amazing to me. When Jesus shows up He takes all the burdens away. The issues we hold onto look so tiny compared to the magnificent God we serve. I learned it is best to live in the presence of God.



School

The road of following Jesus is taking me again to a life and place not much traveled. This time it leads me to Malaga, Spain. I will be going to Leadership Academy, a small school just outside of Malaga in a town called Mijas. This is a school that is connected with The World Race and this is part of the discipleship program. I am working with and under the same people from my last trip. I will be studying Prophetic Theology there for six months, while staying in a community home. The objective at the school is for the students to become the life of God and to learn how to give the life of God. The vision is to empower people my age to go bring dead things alive and turn barren places into the Paradise of God's Eden.


Financial Support

The costs of this trip is is $1,000 monthly for six months. It covers the coursework, teacher's fees, textbooks, housing, utilities, and food. Anything outside of that I will have to pay for, like travel to/from Spain, personal travel within Spain, personal "comfort" items, and cell phones or calling cards. My first goal is to have money for airfare there and back.


I will be getting a tourist visa. As far as I know, it does not enable me to be able to work. I have talked with one of my contacts there, David Hearn, and he said something about me possibly being able to get a job. I won't know until I get there, but it will be complicated to do.


I need $1,000 by March 1stfor the first month in order for me to go. After that, $1,000 is due monthly for the six months.


Here is a link you can go to if you would like to pledge a monthly or a one time gift . Please pray about giving any amount, whether it is $10.00, $25.00, $50.00, or more. If you are reading this on paper I have enclosed some support cars with my info on there. They can be filled out and sent to the address on the envelope. When you send money to AIM you also get a tax form at the end of the year with your yearly amount you gave.


The Vision

My life calling is to travel the nations, lead college-age groups, and set up opportunities for people hungry for God. I have done a few short term and long term mission trips in the past few years, but now it's becoming a lifestyle I am called to. I have such a burden to breath life into people face-to-face around the world wherever God wants me to be.



Updates

I am working on my communication to better keep all of you in the loop of what's going on. I plan on sending out a newsletter every couple months to keep you updated. I want to keep you all as near to the action as possible because you are just as much of a part of this as I am. I need your support and I need people in my life who can help. Asking you for financial support in this is both difficult and humbling for me, but I know God wants me to do this.


Prayer Requests

I will need your prayers for safety. As most of you know my team was held up at gunpoint last year in Johannesburg, South Africa. I had most my stuff stolen and a lot of other people lost most of their things. I know some people were praying for us and our safety which made all the difference. I need you to continue with those prayers. Please pray for my safety, for the missionaries around the world, and for God to send me the people to support me.

I know by sowing into something you also reap the rewards. We are all here to change lives. Whatever God has us in, we have to be good stewards of the opportunities placed in front of us at the time.


The Now

Right now I am staying in Port Huron Michigan with my World Race family until I go to Spain. We are seeking to be a part of the vision of awakening a generation and to serve as it grows.


Thank you again. 


Sarah Flynn




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Spain



It's been a few months of being off the World Race and "home" is not the place I'm suppose to be right now. At the end of our trip in Thailand I decided to continue my discipleship to further the Kingdom of God.
I will be leaving March 1st for Malaga, Spain and there I will be going to a six month theology school. I really feel this is what I need to do and I know I got to get back out there as soon at I can. 
So for all you reading this or if there is anyone reading this...I just ask you pray for the financial support I need and that God provides the best he can. Thank you.
If anyone feels the urg to give you can click here on support me
 
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Sex!



 

Throughout history woman have been slaves to men or thought of as something much less than a dog. Of course woman in America started getting freedoms like voting or what not. Now we are considered to have rights like anyone else.

Well, after spending time in Thailand and now Vietnam where prostitutes are everywhere, I realize how woman are imprisoned in their own culture. You can get so use to the way things are done that it's ok. I watch woman here and see how they are not free they are in a prison of some man's fantasy. They have given in to a lie of someones obsessive need. Do they even realize they are not free and that they are totally serving something that brings spiritual death to your body?

As it is always said history always repeats itself. By the looks of it America isn't getting any better. The way people have sex in the US they might as well get paid for it. As I watch the men the way they look at the girls (prostitutes) it's not a surprise to me cause they do the same things in the US.

I watch the young girls yet again in America, how they try to look all Sexy and the thought that enters my head is.."they have already lost their freedom." They they think that they are free, but are only conforming to the culture around them.. Imprisoned again to men, serving the sex god of this world.


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I Am Out of Control




It is either really early in the morning or really late at night, I can't sleep, thoughts of people life and death keep running through my head. My mind is racing with thoughts of how I have no control over anything whatsoever. It seems this year we have been put in some tight situations where death is staring you down and it's in those moments you realize there is a God and you have no control. The fact that I am taking a breath into my lungs at this moment is a gift.

Today we saw a guy being pulled from the ocean lifeless with no movement just dead. As they drug him from the water they carelessly twisted his body around and drug him on the sand. His eyes where rolled back in his head. They flipped him over and some white foam came out of his mouth. The lifeguards didn't even do CPR. They carried him really fast and shoved him in the back of van or something.

I remember watching his friends as they realized their friend was gone. Nothing but terror on their faces. In a moment life was over for some young guy...


Life is short and no matter how tightly we pack our schedule we have absolutely no control over anything. God is in control and we can't change the past or the future but what we have is the now. Right here right now. Jesus said don't think of tomorrow because tomorrow has enough worries of it's own. If we could truly live each day in "the moment" we would be truly alive. We often times live to much hating ourselves for the past or hoping for a better future. But what about now?



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Christmas in India



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Malawi



We spent the last couple weeks in Malawi preaching everyday and seeing people saved. We saw malaria people get healed and back problems cured. This woman I prayed for started speaking in tongues, It was English ( she never spoke that before)  Now if that is demonic I better stop talking right now.
We also broke down in the middle of Mozambique at 1am and the next day this awesome man Jaco helped us out. He is like Job to me.
Crazy stuff went down at a hostile "the Brown Sugar" But we are all alive and safe. We really know what it means to live in community now. Everyone shares everything. I am glad to be alive and I realize what a gift our lives are.
I feel kinda sick today..we are at the airport in Abu Dabi ready to go to India...
 
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